我希望你诚诚恳恳告诉我，若是失去了他，凯瑟琳会不会很难过。

I wish you had sincerity enough to tell me whether Catherine would suffer greatly from his loss.

我希望你诚诚恳恳告诉我，若是失去了他，凯瑟琳会不会很难过：就是怕她会难过，这才使我忍住。

I wish you had sincerity enough to tell me whether Catherine would suffer greatly from his loss: the fear that she would restrains me.