wǒ shì shè yǐng shī yáng bó

我是摄影师杨博

I am photographer Yang Bo

wǒ fù qīn shì mián yáng wǎn bào de shè yǐng jì zhě yáng wèi huá

我父亲是《绵阳晚报》的摄影记者杨卫华

My father is Yang Weihua, a photographer of "Mianyang Evening News"

nián wèn chuān dì zhèn de shí hòu

08年汶川地震的时候

When the Wenchuan earthquake in 2008

tā dì yī shí jiān jiù qù le shòu sǔn zuì yán zhòng de běi chuān

他第一时间就去了受损最严重的北川

He immediately went to Beichuan, the worst damaged area

pāi xià le shù qiān zhāng zhào piàn

拍下了数千张照片

Took thousands of photos

zuì chū míng de yī zhāng jiù shì jìng lǐ wá wá

最出名的一张就是《敬礼娃娃》

The most famous one is "Salute Doll"

nián fù qīn qù shì

2015年父亲去世

Father died in 2015

wǒ xiǎng zài huí qù běi chuān

我想再回去北川

I want to go back to Beichuan

zhǎo dào fù qīn zhī qián pāi shè cǎi fǎng guò de rén liáo yī liáo

找到父亲之前拍摄、采访过的人聊一聊

Talk to people who have filmed and interviewed before.

yī gòng cǎi fǎng le jiā rén

一共采访了11家人

I interviewed 11 families in total

wǒ huā le dà gài yī gè duō yuè shí jiān zhěng lǐ tā suǒ yǒu de zhào piàn

我花了大概一个多月时间整理他所有的照片

I spent more than a month sorting all his photos

qí shí jué dé hěn kùn huò

其实觉得很困惑

Actually feel very confused

dì zhèn zhī hòu tā měi gè yuè dōu huì qù běi chuān hěn duō cì

地震之后，他每个月都会去北川很多次

After the earthquake, he would go to Beichuan many times every month

chí xù guān zhù běi chuān de zhòng jiàn hé běi chuān de yī xiē rén

持续关注北川的重建和北川的一些人

Continue to pay attention to the reconstruction of Beichuan and some people in Beichuan

zhè gè xí guàn jiān chí dào le shēng bìng qián

这个习惯坚持到了生病前

This habit persisted until I got sick

dà gài chí xù le nián

大概持续了6年

Lasted about 6 years

yī gòng pāi shè le shù wàn zhāng zhào piàn

一共拍摄了数万张照片

A total of tens of thousands of photos were taken

yǒu dì yī liàng kāi guò fèi xū de lǐ chē

有第一辆开过废墟的礼车

The first car to drive through the ruins

yǒu zhèn hòu dì yī lì shì guǎn yīng ér

有震后第一例试管婴儿

The first test-tube baby after the earthquake

wèi le pāi shè běi chuān de xīn nián

为了拍摄北川的新年

In order to photograph Beichuan’s New Year

tā shén zhì yǒu sān gè chūn jié dōu shì zài běi chuān guò de

他甚至有三个春节都是在北川过的

He even spent three Spring Festivals in Beichuan

gǎn jué tā qù běi chuān qù dé tài pín fán le

感觉他去北川去得太频繁了

I feel he goes to Beichuan too often

tā shì hū xiàn jìn qù le

他似乎陷进去了

He seems to be stuck

dì yī gè qù de shì jìng lǐ wá wá láng zhēng de jiā

第一个去的是敬礼娃娃郎铮的家

The first one to go is to salute the baby Lang Zheng’s home

fù qīn shì dì zhèn dì èr tiān

父亲是地震第二天

Father is the second day of the earthquake

zài fèi xū shàng tīng dào le tā de qiú jiù

在废墟上听到了他的求救

Heard his cry for help on the ruins

biàn huàn lái le wǔ jǐng guān bīng bǎ tā jiù chū lái

便唤来了武警官兵把他救出来

He called in the armed police officers and soldiers to rescue him

gāng bǎ tā fàng dào dān jià shàng de shí hòu

刚把他放到担架上的时候

When I first put him on the stretcher

tā jiù gěi wǔ jǐng guān bīng jìng le gè lǐ

他就给武警官兵敬了个礼

He saluted the armed police officers and soldiers

fù qīn jiù zhuā zhù le nà gè shùn jiān

父亲就抓住了那个瞬间

My father caught that moment

zhī hòu láng zhēng shàng yòu ér yuán shàng xiǎo xué de shí hòu

之后郎铮上幼儿园、上小学的时候

Later when Lang Zheng went to kindergarten and elementary school

fù qīn dōu yǒu yī zhí chí xù guān zhù hé pāi shè tā

父亲都有一直持续关注和拍摄他

My father has been following and shooting him

láng zhēng jīn nián shàng chū yī le

郎铮今年上初一了

Lang Zheng is on the first day of junior high this year

tā duì wǒ fù qīn yìn xiàng hái hěn shēn

他对我父亲印象还很深

He still has a deep impression of my father

wǒ gāng jìn tā men jiā mén de shí hòu tā jiù shàng lái bào zhù le wǒ

我刚进他们家门的时候，他就上来抱住了我

When I first entered their house, he came up and hugged me

nà tiān xià wǔ láng zhēng de bà bà jiù dài zhù láng zhēng chū qù dǎ lán qiú

那天下午郎铮的爸爸就带著郎铮出去打篮球

Lang Zheng’s father took Lang Zheng out to play basketball that afternoon

shuō wǒ jué dé nán hái zi duō chū qù duàn liàn zhè yàng bǐ jiào jī jí yáng guāng

说：“我觉得男孩子多出去锻炼，这样比较积极阳光”

Say: "I think boys go out to exercise more, so they are more active and sunny"

xiàn zài kàn qǐ lái jué dé bǐ xiǎo shí hòu kāi lǎng duō le

现在看起来觉得比小时候开朗多了

Now it looks much more cheerful than when I was a kid

dì zhèn zhōng yǒu gè tè bié chū míng de nán hái

地震中，有个特别出名的男孩

In the earthquake, there was a particularly famous boy

jiù shì jiā fèng nán hái zhèng hǎi yáng

就是“夹缝男孩”郑海洋

It's the "Between Boy" Zheng Haiyang

tā xiàn zài zài zuò yī kuǎn wèi cán jí rén fú wù de

他现在在做一款为残疾人服务的app

He is now making an app for the disabled

tā dāng shí zài bǎn fáng shàng xué

他当时在板房上学

He was going to school in a board room

fù qīn qù bǎn fáng pāi shè le nà zhāng zhào piàn

父亲去板房拍摄了那张照片

Father went to the board room and took that picture

tā gēn wǒ fù qīn jiù shì yì fù yì yǒu de gǎn jué

他跟我父亲就是亦父亦友的感觉

He and my father feel that they are both father and friend

tā yǒu yī cì xiǎng huí lǎo jiā dàn shì tā méi yǒu chē

他有一次想回老家，但是他没有车

He wanted to go back to his hometown once, but he didn't have a car

fù qīn zài zhù tā men yī jiā cóng xué xiào sòng huí le lǎo jiā

父亲载著他们一家从学校送回了老家

Father took their family from school back to their hometown

huí jiā de dào lù shān lù āo tū bù píng

回家的道路，山路凹凸不平

The road home, the mountain road is bumpy

shì xuán yá qiào bì

是悬崖峭壁

Is a cliff

pǔ tōng de jiào chē gēn běn wú fǎ xíng shǐ

普通的轿车根本无法行驶

Ordinary cars can't drive at all

yáng shū shū dāng shí jiù kāi zhù yuè yě chē

杨叔叔当时就开著越野车

Uncle Yang was driving an off-road vehicle

sòng wǒ men yī jiā rén huí lǎo jiā

送我们一家人回老家

Send our family back home

jǐ tiān hòu děng wǒ men huí chéng lǐ de shí hòu

几天后，等我们回城里的时候

A few days later, when we return to the city

tā yòu zhuān mén cóng mián yáng kāi chē zài shān shàng lái jiē wǒ men

他又专门从绵阳开车，在山上来接我们

He drove from Mianyang and picked us up on the mountain

zuò fù jiàn de shí hòu tā yě huì kāi chē sòng wǒ

做复健的时候，他也会开车送我

When doing rehabilitation, he will also drive me

kōng de shí hòu yě huì cháng cháng lái yī yuàn kàn wàng wǒ

空的时候，也会常常来医院看望我

When I am free, I often come to the hospital to visit me

yáng shū shū qù shì zhī hòu wǒ ǒu ěr yě huì gěi tā fā xùn xī

杨叔叔去世之后，我偶尔也会给他发讯息

After Uncle Yang passed away, I would occasionally send him messages

shuō shuō wǒ xīn lǐ de huà

说说我心里的话

Tell me what's in my heart

wǒ jué dé tā yī zhí dōu zài

我觉得他一直都在

I think he is always there

zhǐ shì tài máng le méi yǒu shí jiān huí fù wǒ xùn xī ér yǐ

只是太忙了，没有时间回复我讯息而已

I’m just too busy to reply to my message

fù qīn zhī qián hái pāi shè guò yī gè wú bì kǎo shēng wáng hǔ

父亲之前还拍摄过一个无臂考生王虎

My father also photographed an armless examinee Wang Hu before

dì zhèn zhōng shī qù le shuāng bì

地震中失去了双臂

Lost his arms in the earthquake

dàn tā hái jiān chí cān jiā le gāo kǎo

但他还坚持参加了高考

But he still insisted on taking the college entrance examination

tā xiàn zài zài yī jiā yǐn liào chǎng lǐ zuò jiān kòng

他现在在一家饮料厂里做监控

He is now monitoring in a beverage factory

wán quán kě yǐ dú lì dì zài chǎng lǐ shēng huó

完全可以独立地在厂里生活

Can live independently in the factory

wáng hǔ qí shí hěn shǎo jiē shòu méi tǐ de cǎi fǎng

王虎其实很少接受媒体的采访

Wang Hu actually rarely accepts media interviews

tā shuō tā tóng yì wǒ qù

他说他同意我去

He said he agreed to go

yě shì yīn wèi wǒ fù qīn jì lù le tā gāo kǎo shí hòu de yàng zi

也是因为我父亲记录了他高考时候的样子

Also because my father recorded his appearance during the college entrance examination

tā jué dé nà xiē zhào piàn bǎ wǒ men lián xì le qǐ lái

他觉得那些照片把我们联系了起来

He thinks those photos connect us

fù mǔ zài wǒ hěn xiǎo de shí hòu jiù lí hūn le

父母在我很小的时候就离婚了

My parents divorced when I was very young

jiù gēn wǒ mā yī qǐ shēng huó

就跟我妈一起生活

Just live with my mom

suǒ yǐ qí shí wǒ gēn wǒ bà bù shì hěn qīn

所以其实我跟我爸不是很亲

So actually I and my dad are not very close

wǒ men jiǎng diàn huà de huà yī bān yě bù huì chāo guò fēn zhōng

我们讲电话的话，一般也不会超过1分钟

When we talk on the phone, it usually takes less than 1 minute

hòu lái yīn wèi xué le shè yǐng suǒ yǐ gēn wǒ bà gòng tóng huà tí kě néng huì duō yī xiē

后来因为学了摄影，所以跟我爸共同话题可能会多一些

Later, because I learned photography, I might share more topics with my dad

gēn wǒ fù qīn yī qǐ qù pāi shè de shí hòu

跟我父亲一起去拍摄的时候

When I went to shoot with my father

tā huì tè bié zhào gù wǒ

他会特别照顾我

He will take special care of me

yǒu de shí hòu rú guǒ qǔ jǐng bù gòu gāo de huà

有的时候如果取景不够高的话

Sometimes if the viewfinder is not high enough

tā huì bǎ tuǐ shēn chū lái

他会把腿伸出来

He will stretch out his leg

ràng wǒ cǎi zài tā de tuǐ shàng pāi shè

让我踩在他的腿上拍摄

Let me step on his lap to shoot

wǒ qí shí hěn shǎo gēn tā yǒu tè bié shēn rù de tán huà

我其实很少跟他有特别深入的谈话

Actually, I rarely have a particularly in-depth conversation with him

zài bǎ tā suǒ yǒu de zhào piàn hé zī liào zhěng lǐ zhī hòu

在把他所有的照片和资料整理之后

After organizing all his photos and information

wǒ fā xiàn tā yīn wèi bié rén de tòng kǔ ér chéng míng

我发现，他因为别人的痛苦而成名

I found that he became famous because of the pain of others

zhè jiàn shì duì tā lái shuō tè bié dì nán guò

这件事对他来说特别地难过

This incident is particularly sad for him

suǒ yǐ tā zài běi chuān zhè yàng shú zuì shì de pāi shè

所以他在北川这样赎罪式的拍摄

So he was shooting in Beichuan

tā néng kàn dào zhèn hòu rén men huī fù dào zhèn qián de shēng huó

他能看到震后人们恢复到震前的生活

He can see people returning to their lives before the earthquake after the earthquake

zhè duì tā lái shuō yě xǔ yě shì yī zhǒng liáo shāng ba

这对他来说也许也是一种疗伤吧

It might also be a kind of healing for him

cóng fù qīn zhěn duàn chū ái zhèng dào tā qù shì

从父亲诊断出癌症到他去世

From his father’s diagnosis of cancer to his death

yě jiù yī nián duō de shí jiān

也就一年多的时间

Just over a year

fēi cháng fēi cháng dì kuài

非常非常地快

Very very fast

wǒ hái yǒu hěn duō xiǎng duì tā shuō de huà

我还有很多想对他说的话

I still have a lot to say to him

hái yǒu hěn duō xiǎng gēn tā yī qǐ zuò de shì qíng dōu lái bù jí le

还有很多想跟他一起做的事情都来不及了

There are many things I want to do with him too late

zhěng lǐ tā suǒ yǒu de zhào piàn

整理他所有的照片

Organize all his photos

wǒ yǒu yī zhǒng gēn tā zhòng xīn shuō shàng huà de gǎn jué

我有一种跟他重新说上话的感觉

I have a feeling of speaking to him again