dà è jiǎng de shì yī gè jīn de nǚ shēng

《大饿》讲的是一个200斤的女生

“Heavy Craving” is about a girl weighs 100 kilograms

xiǎng yào dé dào xìng fú xiǎng yào bèi jiē nà de jī kě

想要得到幸福、想要被接纳的饥渴

She wants to be accepted and to be happy

tā hěn xǐ huān zhǔ cài

她很喜欢煮菜

She loves to cook

rán hòu yǒu hěn duō ài yào gěi dà jiā

然后有很多爱要给大家

And she has so much love to offer

dàn shì yīn wèi mā mā gēn yī xiē páng rén duì tā de yī xiē kàn fǎ

但是因为妈妈跟一些旁人对她的壹些看法

But because what others and her mom say about her

ràng tā jué dìng yào qù jiǎn féi

让她决定要去减肥

She decides to lose weight

tā bù shì wǒ de cài a

他不是我的菜啊

He is not my type

yǒu jiù hěn hǎo le ba

有就很好了吧

It’s good enough to have

gù shì de nǚ zhǔ jiǎo ā juān zài kè hòu tuō guǎn bān gōng zuò

（故事的女主角）阿娟在课后托管班工作

A Juan works at an after-school child care

tǐ yù hěn hǎo lán qiú hěn hǎo

体育很好，篮球很好

She is good at sports, basketball

tā qí shí chú le pàng yǐ wài

她其实除了胖以外

And despite being fat

tā yǒu hěn duō hěn bù cuò tè zhì

她有很多很不错特质

She is actually a nice person

ā pó zhè biān gěi nǐ zuò

阿婆，这边给妳坐

Granny, come sit here

xiǎo jiě nǐ hái shì zuò xià ba

小姐，妳还是坐下吧

No lady, it’s better you sit

dàn kě néng wǒ men yǒu shí hòu lù rén lín jū

但可能我们有时候路人邻居

Sometimes people only see her

kàn dào jiù shì kàn dào tā de shēn cái ér yǐ

看到就是看到她的身材而已

For her physical shape

zhè lǐ yǒu wèi zhì

这里有位置

There you go

hǎo xiè xiè

好，谢谢

Okay thanks

zhè gù shì lǐ miàn nán zhǔ jiǎo jiào wú hào rén

这故事里面男主角叫吴浩仁

The male lead in this film is Wu Haoren

tā shì yī gè kuài dì yuán

他是壹个快递员

He is a deliveryman

nǚ zhǔ jiǎo yī kāi shǐ bèi tā xī yǐn

女主角一开始被他吸引

A Juan has a crush on him

rán hòu cái zhī dào tā yě yǒu yī gè féi pàng de guò qù

然后才知道他也有一个肥胖的过去

And later she finds out that he used to be fat too

xiè xiè nǐ shǐ yòng yáng guāng kuài dì

谢谢妳使用阳光快递

Thank you for using Sunshine Delivery

nǐ kàn dào tā de shí hòu dōu hěn yáng guāng

妳看到他的时候都很阳光

He always puts on a happy face

hòu lái cái jiàn jiàn fā xiàn

后来才渐渐发现

But gradually you find

tā yǒu yī xiē bǐ jiào hēi àn huò yīn yǐng de bù fēn

他有壹些比较黑暗或阴影的部分

That he has dark sides too

gǎi biàn shì jiè zhēn de tài nán le

改变世界真的太难了

Changing the world is too much work

bù rú gǎi biàn zì jǐ bǐ jiào kuài yī diǎn

不如改变自己比较快壹点

I might as well just change myself

gǎi biàn shì jiè tài nán le gǎi biàn zì jǐ bǐ jiào kuài

“改变世界太难了，改变自己比较快”

“Changing the world is too hard, it’s easier to just change myself”

tā yòng yī gè hěn yáng guāng hěn lè guān de fāng shì

他用一个很阳光、很乐观的方式

He puts it in an optimistic way

zài jiǎng zhè xiē tīng qǐ lái qí shí hěn niǔ qū de huà

在讲这些听起来其实很扭曲的话

While in fact the value is twisted

tā hái méi yǒu cóng tā pàng de yīn yǐng zǒu chū lái

他还没有从他胖的阴影走出来

He is still that fat guy deep inside

zhè bù piàn suī rán zhǔ jiǎo shì yī gè pàng pàng de nǚ shēng

这部片虽然主角是一个胖胖的女生

Although the protagonist is a chubby girl

dàn wǒ qí shí gèng xiǎng jiǎng de shì

但我其实更想讲的是

What I really want to discuss is

qí tā rén zěn me qù duì dài yī gè pàng pàng de nǚ shēng

其他人怎么去对待一个胖胖的女生

How people treat a chubby girl

nǐ zěn me bù kàn kàn nǐ zì jǐ

妳怎么不看看妳自己

Look at you

nǐ zì jǐ yǒu zài nǔ lì ma

妳自己有在努力吗

Are you even trying

yǒu yī xiē shè dìng shì cóng zì shēn jīng yàn chū fā

有一些设定是从自身经验出发

Some ideas come from my own experience

wǒ dà gài qīng chūn qī de shí hòu ròu ròu de

我大概青春期的时候肉肉的

I was big as a girl

jiā rén jiù shì huì kāi wán xiào

家人就是会开玩笑

And my families joked about it

rán hòu jiù jiào wǒ ā féi

然后就叫我“阿肥”

They called me “Chub”

nà shí hòu jiù jué dé zì jǐ hǎo xiàng jiù méi yǒu xìng bié

那时候就觉得自己好像就没有性别

I didn’t feel like a girl then

bù shì biāo zhǔn shēn cái de shí hòu

不是标准身材的时候

When you are not a size 0

dà jiā duì nǐ de gè xìng shì gèng yán kē de

大家对妳的个性是更严苛的

People can be very judgmental about your character

tā kě yǐ jiǎn féi a

（她可以减肥啊）

(She can lose some weight)

xiǎng shuō nà wǒ hǎo xiào yī diǎn hǎo le

想说那我好笑壹点好了

So I figured that I was gonna be funny

jiù kě néng huì zuò yī xiē bǐ jiào shǎ de shì qíng

就可能会做一些比较傻的事情

So I did silly things

ràng dà jiā jué dé nǐ hǎo qīn jìn

让大家觉得妳好亲近

Hoping that people might find me easy-going

bù ān gǎn dào xiàn zài dōu yī zhí hái shì zài

不安感到现在都一直还是在

I still am insecure

xiàng wǒ měi tiān hái shì huì qù liàng tǐ zhòng

像我每天还是会去量体重

I track my weight on a daily basis

rán hòu pàng le yī diǎn shòu yī diǎn

然后胖了一点，瘦一点

And little change in the number

jiù huì ràng wǒ fēi cháng zài yì

就会让我非常在意

Makes me edgy

jiāng xiǎo jiě

姜小姐

Miss Jiang

nǐ zhè gè lǐ bài zhòng le gōng jīn

妳这个礼拜重了1.2公斤

You’ve gained 1.2 kilo this week

nǐ kě yǐ gào sù wǒ dào dǐ shì zěn me huí shì ma

妳可以告诉我到底是怎么回事吗

May I know what happened

dà è

“大饿”

“Heavy craving”

wǒ wèi le mǎn zú xīn lǐ shàng de è

我为了满足心理上的“饿”

To satisfy psychological craving

shēn tǐ shàng bì xū qù āi è

身体上必须去挨饿

I must endure physiological starvation

wǒ shàng gè lǐ bài qù kàn diàn yǐng de shí hòu

我上个礼拜去看电影的时候

Last week I had a drink

yǒu hē yī bēi yǐn liào

有喝一杯饮料

During a movie

kě shì nà gè shì wú táng de

可是那个是无糖的

But it’s sugar-free

yīng gāi méi guān xì ba

应该没关系吧

That should be fine, right?

xuǎn zé yòng wèi rào dào shǒu shù

选择用胃绕道手术

Choose gastric bypass surgery

yīn wèi shí wù shì ài

因为食物是爱

Because food is love

nà wèi jiù shì zhuāng zhè xiē ài de róng qì

那胃就是装这些爱的容器

And stomach is the container for love

ā juān wèi le xiǎng yào bèi ài

（阿娟）为了想要被爱

To be loved

nǐ fǎn ér yào bǎ zhè gè róng qì gěi suō xiǎo

妳反而要把这个容器给缩小

You have to shrink the container

yě mán bēi shāng de

也蛮悲伤的

That’s just sad

wǒ qù nǐ mā de

我去妳妈的

Fuck you

gèng měi hǎo de zì jǐ

更美好的自己

The better self

wǒ men zhè gè suàn shì yī gè bǐ jiào xiǎo chéng běn de piàn zi

我们这个算是一个比较小成本的片子

This is a low-budget film

zuò shì fāng shì dōu huì bǐ jiào jīng jiǎn yī xiē

做事方式都会比较精简一些

So the general rule is making things simple

xiàng shì ā juān de pàng zhuāng

像是阿娟的胖装

Such as A Juan’s fat costume

wǒ men yě shì yòng le yī gè bǐ jiào jīng jì de fāng shì

我们也是用了一个比较经济的方式

We go with the economic way

zuò tè zhì de ròu tāi zhuāng

做特制的肉胎装

A customized suit

rán hòu zài lǐ miàn sāi mián huā

然后在里面塞棉花

With cotton stuffed in

yuán běn yī zhí yǒu dǎ jià zhè yī duàn xì

原本一直有打架这壹段戏

The fighting scene was planned at an early stage

gēn měi shù guó zhēn tǎo lùn zhī hòu tā yǒu tí chū

跟美术国祯讨论之后他有提出

And our art director Guozhen suggested

bù rú jiù zài wèi lǐ

不如就在胃里

That we can do it in stomach

yīn wèi wèi zhè gè chǎng jǐng shì gēn zhè gè gù shì gèng lián jiē

因为“胃”这个场景是跟这个故事更连接

The setting “stomach” is closer to the story

ér qiě gèng qí huàn yī xiē

而且更奇幻壹些

And it has a fantasy air

xiàng zhè gè hóng sè bù fēn qí shí tā shì yǒu diǎn kuì yáng

像这个红色部分其实它是有点溃疡

The red part is ulcer

huò shì chū xuè

或是出血

Or bleeding

nà lǜ sè de bù fēn kě néng shì yǒu yī xiē dǎn zhī

那绿色的部分可能是有一些胆汁

And green part bile

huò shì shén me zhī lèi de dōng xī

或是什么之类的东西

Or things like that

hòu miàn bù shì yī zhí yǒu yī xiē rú dòng qiáng miàn rú dòng

后面不是壹直有壹些蠕动，墙面蠕动

And the peristole

qí shí jiù shì měi shù zǔ de xiǎo péng yǒu

其实就是美术组的小朋友

Was simulated by our art team

quán bù dōu zài hòu miàn tuī nà gè yú gā qiú

全部都在后面推那个瑜伽球

They moved yoga balls against the wall

nà yī tiān dà jiā yùn dòng liàng dōu hěn dà

那一天大家运动量都很大

That was a tiring day

zuì jiā xīn yǎn yuán dé jiǎng de shì

最佳新演员得奖的是

And Best Actor goes to

cài jiā yīn dà è

蔡嘉茵，《大饿》

Tsai Jia-Yin, “Heavy Craving”

xī wàng xiàng wǒ zhè yàng de cún zài kě yǐ

希望像我这样的存在可以

I hope that existence like me

ràng gèng duō chuàng zuò zhě zài sī kǎo jiǎo sè shàng

让更多创作者在思考角色上

Could make creators think wider

yǒu gèng duō de xiǎng xiàng yǒu gèng duō yuán de sī kǎo céng miàn

有更多的想象、有更多元的思考层面

And bring diversity into their work

xiè xiè nǐ men wǒ yǐ hòu huì jì xù gèng nǔ lì de

谢谢妳们，我以后会继续更努力的

Thank you, I will keep working

xiè xiè

谢谢

Thanks

cóng biàn pàng dào xiàn zài dà gài yě shí nián le

从变胖到现在大概也十年了

It’s been a decade since I first grew fat

suǒ yǐ zhè gè guò chéng zhōng wǒ màn màn cóng

所以这个过程中我慢慢从

And I went through a process

yě shì jīng lì guò ā juān zhè yàng

也是经历过阿娟这样

Exactly like A Juan

jué dé hěn bēng kuì hěn dī cháo

觉得很崩溃、很低潮

At first I was frustrated

méi yǒu bàn fǎ jiē shòu wèi shén me rén jiā zhè yàng kàn wǒ

没有办法接受为什么人家这样看我

I couldn’t face people’s judgment

yī zhí zǒu dào xiàn zài zhè yī liǎng nián liǎng sān nián

一直走到现在这一两年、两三年

And the recent two or three years

yě bù shì hěn jiǔ de shì jiù shì zhè liǎng sān nián

也不是很久的事，就是这两三年

Just recently

zì jǐ màn màn jué dé

自己慢慢觉得

I started to understand

qí shí wǒ zì jǐ jiàn kāng jiù hǎo

其实我自己健康就好

That as long as I’m healthy

méi yǒu rén kě yǐ duì wǒ zhǐ zhǐ diǎn diǎn de

没有人可以对我指指点点的

No one has the right to judge me

wǒ jué dé pāi dà è hǎo xiàng fǎn ér shì

我觉得拍《大饿》好像反而是

“Heavy Craving” for me

wǒ zì jǐ yī gè liáo yù de guò chéng

我自己一个疗愈的过程

Is more like a healing process

yǐ qián kě néng jiù xiàng gēn qí tā rén yī yàng

以前可能就像跟其他人一样

I used to be just like others

kàn zì jǐ de shí hòu zhǐ huì kàn dào zì jǐ de shēn cái

看自己的时候只会看到自己的身材

I only see the shape of my body

dàn wǒ xiàn zài zài huí guò qù kàn de shí hòu

但我现在再回过去看的时候

But now when I look back

wǒ jiù kě yǐ kàn dào zì jǐ zuò wèi yī gè rén

我就可以看到自己作为一个人

I see myself as a person

mán tè bié ér qiě huì kàn dào zì jǐ huì jué dé mán mí rén de dì fāng

蛮特别，而且会看到自己会觉得蛮迷人的地方

A special person and I find myself charming in some way

rán hòu huì zhè yàng jiǎng kě néng yǒu diǎn bā lā jī tāng

然后会，这样讲可能有点芭拉（鸡汤）

And, now this may sound like soul soother

jiù shì gèng ài zì jǐ le

就是更爱自己了

But I love me more