huò dé zuì jiā diàn yǐng wén běn de shì

（获得）最佳电影文本的是

The Best Screenplay goes to

huā zhè yàng hóng

《花这样红》

Only You Alone

jīn tiān zhè gè bǎn zhuān

今天这个板砖

‘Today’

wǒ yào pāi suì suǒ yǒu de zhì yí hé fǒu dìng

我要拍碎所有的质疑和否定

‘I want to fight off all the refusal and doubt with this brick’

jì xù xiě jì xù yǎn

继续写，继续演！

‘I will keep writing and acting’

yǒu rén huì gēn wǒ shuō nǐ shì yī gè nǚ yǎn yuán

有人会跟我说你是一个女演员

I was once told, ‘You’re an actress’

nǐ zuì hǎo bù yào bǎ nǐ de shǔ míng shǔ zài biān jù shàng

你最好不要把你的署名署在编剧上

‘You’d better not attribute the script to yourself’

yīn wèi yǒu hěn duō de dǎo yǎn

因为有很多的导演

‘Because if so’

huì jué dé nǐ huì gǎi tā de jù běn

会觉得你会改他的剧本

‘Lots of directors would think that you might revise their script’

wǒ xīn lǐ huì hěn shēng qì

我心里会很生气

I was so upset

wǒ zuò de shì qíng wèi shén me bù néng shǔ wǒ de míng zì

我做的事情，为什么不能署我的名字？

Why can’t I have my name indicated on my work

diàn yǐng jiǎng de shì shēn huàn diān xián de

（电影讲的是）身患癫痫的

It(the film) is about a female Latin dancer

lā dīng wǔ nǚ wǔ zhě

拉丁舞女舞者

Who suffered from epilepsy

yǒng gǎn zhuī qiú zì jǐ de mèng xiǎng

勇敢追求自己的梦想

But dared to pursue her dream

diān xián bìng bìng bù shì xiǎo zhòng de yī gè qún tǐ

癫痫病并不是小众的一个群体

The epileptic are not in minority

tā men dōu yǐn cáng zài zhè gè shè huì de xià miàn

他们都隐藏在这个社会的下面

They all hide themselves in the society

yóu qí nǚ xìng

尤其女性

Especially female patients

nǚ xìng gèng cuì ruò gèng mǐn gǎn gèng fù zá

女性更脆弱、更敏感、更复杂

Women are more fragile, sensitive and complicated

yǒu yī xiē shì tā de zhàng fū dōu bù zhī dào de

有一些是，她的丈夫都不知道的

Some female epileptics even hide it from their husbands

bèi zhī dào le tā jiù huì shī qù zhè duàn hūn yīn

被知道了，她就会失去这段婚姻

Because otherwise they would lose their marriage

gōng zuò dān wèi yě bù xī wàng yǒu zhè yàng de rén

工作单位也不希望有这样的人

They’re not welcome in workplace

diān xián bìng nǐ bù zhī dào tā shén me shí hòu néng fā zuò

（癫痫病）你不知道它什么时候能发作

You don’t know when it will come

hěn duō zhè zhǒng shēng huó de xì jié

很多这种生活的细节

And many details in life

huì ràng yī gè rén shǐ zhōng chù yú

会让一个人始终处于

An epileptic is always in a state of anxiety

yī gè dān xīn zì jǐ shī wù

一个担心自己失误

Worrying he or she might make mistakes

dān xīn zì jǐ huì yǒu shēng mìng wēi xiǎn de zhuàng tài

担心自己会有生命危险（的状态）

Worrying their life would be in danger

tā jīng lì guò tài duō cì bèi nán shēng jù jué

她经历过太多次被男生拒绝

She had been refused for too many times

suǒ yǐ dāng yī gè rén kàn le tā fā bìng de shì pín

所以当一个人看了她发病的视频

So when someone was still willing to be with her

hái yuàn yì hé tā zài yī qǐ

还愿意和她在一起

After watching the video of her under attack

zhè gè nán shēng shì dì yī gè

这个男生是第一个

The boy was the first one

tā de gǎn shòu shì fēi cháng pēng pài de

她的感受是非常澎湃的

She was full of emotion

zhǐ shì shuō jí bìng bù néng ràng tā nà me xīng fèn

只是说，疾病不能让她那么兴奋

But she couldn’t be too excited due to the disease

wǒ zhù zhòng kè huà de shì yī gè rén de zūn yán

我著重刻画的是一个人的尊严

I focused on showing dignity

dāng zhè gè rén de zūn yán bèi cǎi tà le wú shù cì de shí hòu

当这个人的尊严被踩踏了无数次的时候

When her dignity had been trodden underfoot countless times

tā yī dìng shì zuì yào zūn yán de nà yī gè

她一定是最要尊严的那一个

She must want that the most

wǒ zuì shòu dào xiū rǔ de yī cì

我最受到羞辱的一次

The most humiliating experience for me

cān jiā yī gè diàn yǐng de hǎi xuǎn

参加一个电影的海选

It was an audition for a film

tái xià zuò zhù

台下坐著……

The audience were…

jǐ bǎi míng zhái nán guān zhòng

几百名宅男观众

Several hundred otaku men

shǒu lǐ yǒu nà zhǒng tóu piào de jī qì

手里有那种投票的机器

With voting machines in their hands

wǒ qián miàn de hěn duō nǚ shēng qù tiào wǔ qù fān gēn tóu

我前面的很多女生去跳舞、去翻跟头

Lots of girls danced and turned somersaults before me

tā men dé piào hái mán gāo de

她们得票还蛮高的

And they got quite a lot of votes

wǒ jìng rán hái chàng le wǒ zhǐ zài hū nǐ

我竟然还唱了《我只在乎你》

I only sang the song ‘I Only Care About You’

yīn lè jié shù rán hòu wǒ bèi táo tài

音乐结束，然后我被淘汰

The music ended and I was eliminated

nà yī kè wǒ yǒng yuǎn dōu wàng bù le

那一刻我永远都忘不了

I will never forget that moment

wǒ zài yě bù yào

我再也不要……

I will never…

qù qí qiú

去祈求……

Plead…

yào bié rén lái píng lùn wǒ

要别人来评论我

With others to judge me

bù guǎn zěn me yàng wǒ dōu yào pāi měi lì

不管怎么样我都要拍《美丽》

Come what may, I would make Meili

wǒ dōu yào pāi zì jǐ jué dé shì zhí dé qù fù chū de diàn yǐng

我都要拍自己觉得是值得去付出的（电影）

I will make films which are worth the pain

huò dé dì jiè qīng nián diàn yǐng zhǎn

获得第12届first青年电影展

The Best Actor of the 12th First Youth Film Festival goes to

zuì jiā yǎn yuán de shì měi lì chí yùn

最佳演员的是，《美丽》池韵

Chi Yun in Meili

wǒ qù gēn dǎo yǎn shuō wǒ men yī qǐ qù chuàng zuò

我去跟导演说，我们一起去创作

I told the director ‘let’s create together’

měi shù de gōng zuò dào jù de gōng zuò fú zhuāng de gōng zuò

美术的工作、道具的工作、服装的工作

The art, props and costumes

dōu shì wǒ zì jǐ zuò

都是我自己做

I did all the work

yǎn měi lì shì yī zhǒng shì fàng

演《美丽》是一种释放

It was a release for me to play the role in Meili

qí shí nà gè shí hòu

其实那个时候

In fact

wǒ yě zài jué wàng de zhēng zhā dāng zhōng

我也在绝望的挣扎当中

I was struggling in depression as well then

wǒ zì jǐ nèi xīn de tòng kǔ tài duō le ba

我自己内心的痛苦太多了吧

I had too much pain inside

dāng yī gè jiǎng xiàng lái lín de shí hòu

当一个奖项来临的时候

When an award came

wǒ gèng duō de shì zài gǎn kǎi wǒ zì jǐ

我更多的是在感慨我自己

I was more touched by myself

ná qǐ tā shì duō me de bù róng yì

拿起它是多么的不容易

For trying so hard

bān gěi yī bù dòng rén de diàn yǐng

颁给一部动人的电影

‘We decide to give the prize to a film’

tā jiǎng shù le yī gè rén gū dú

它讲述了一个人孤独

Which brings a touching story about loneliness’

hái yǒu zhòng shēng de yǒng qì

还有重生的勇气

‘And daring to be different’

zài lù tè dān fàng yìng le zhī hòu

在鹿特丹放映了之后

After it was shown in Rotterdam

guān zhòng lǐ miàn yǒu diān xián bìng huàn zhě

观众里面有癫痫病患者

There was an epileptic among the audience

tā jiù shuō cóng lái méi yǒu yī gè diàn yǐng

他就说，从来没有一个电影

He said he had never seen a film

qù guān zhù wǒ men zhè lèi bìng rén

去关注我们这类病人

Paying attention to them

tā méi yǒu xiǎng dào zhōng guó de dǎo yǎn yǎn yuán

他没有想到中国的导演、演员

He had never thought

tā huì qù guān zhù diān xián bìng huàn zhě

他会去关注癫痫病患者

That Chinese directors and actors did it

rén shēng jiù xiàng hǎi dào chuán

人生就像海盗船

Life is like a pirate ship ride

bù huì shuō nǐ xiǎng tíng tā jiù huì gěi nǐ tíng

不会说，你想停它就会给你停

It doesn’t stop as you want it to

tā huì yī zhí zài yóu dàng

它会一直在游荡

It keeps swinging back and forth

yī zhí zài ràng nǐ nán shòu

一直在让你难受

And it makes you feel sick

dàn shì nǐ jiù yào rěn

但是你就要忍

But you have to put up with it

màn màn dì tā jiù píng jìng le ma

慢慢地它就平静了嘛

Slowly it calms down

nà nǐ jiù zhàn shèng le zhè yī cì kǒng jù

那你就战胜了这一次恐惧

And you overcome the fear

hái shì yào zhèng míng zì jǐ shēng mìng de jià zhí

还是要证明自己生命的价值

You still need to prove the value of life

wǒ lái dào zhè gè shì jiè shàng

我来到这个世界上

I’ve come to this world

bù shì zhè yàng róng yì bèi dǎ bài de

不是这样容易被打败的

And I will not be easily defeated like this