不如死了，如果那是神的懿旨：人世间除了愁苦还有什么？

Would I were dead, if God's good will were so, For what is in this world but grief and woe?

这是四房的事，只有她接了懿旨，太夫人心里才能转得过弯来。

This is the business of four buildings, only she answer Yi aim, too madam's in the mind just can turn lead curved.

听到懿旨的那一瞬间，她有种另一只鞋子终于落了下来的轻松和平静。

Hear a Yi aim of that for an instant, she has grew another shoes to finally fall down of easily peaceably quiet.